The problem with being so interested in sociology and the wide sweeps of history is that when you encounter a crisis of your own, any emotional explosions you experience tend to feel whiny and useless. Yesterday my new company told me I'd have to move to another prefecture, effectively closing the book on my life in Japan and cracking open a new one, most unwelcomely. I don't know whether to fight it or go with it. On the one hand, to say I don't feel like moving is to insult with understatement, and on the other, 2009 is no year to be gambling with employment opportunities. I've never been so confused in my entire life, and I'm fairly well sure nobody could give a damn if they tried.
Well anyways. I'm in a world of trouble and have nobody to turn to. Good night.